As I told you earlier I have been dealing with some pain. Joys of getting older right! Well that and I haven't exactly taken care of my health and body. I went this weekend and watched Dylan wrestle. Side note he is struggling a bit but we see improvement and he keeps plugging away asking and taking advice from his coaches. Anyway, I began to deal with a lot of pain as Saturday morning went on and it made it very difficult to walk or relax. Finally done good coffee and took something for the pain in addition to the icy hot on me and thanks heat pass I add wearing! It eased and on with the day. I find myself feeling guilty complaining about whatever pain I am in because I know others pain will not go away with those quick fixes. I have other passions that aren't going away with those quick fixes. I try very hard not to burden anyone with my rants and raves and tears because a lot of times I feel they go unheard or uncared for. So I go on with it. Some may think all this I feel is because I will be 40 in 12 days. Honestly I feel more sure of myself now than ten years ago. The first step is the scariest in anything you do and the anxiety sucks. I suppose until I am ready for those changes whether it be about my life or what I am lacking I will continue with the smile and nothing is wrong face! Today is the Blue Demon football banquet. My baby boys junior year. Crazy to me he only has one more year of high school football left.
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