I am approaching 40 in exactly 17 days. While I am not at all upset by this number because heaven knows I am a better woman than I was at 30. Well the problem I am having is that I hurt all over. I have gained health issues that were things I never thought would be upon me. Last October I had a hysterectomy and aside from weight gain BLAH best thing I have ever done. That being said I know exercise and healthy eating is a must but when you are fighting an under active thyroid it is a chore. My knees are falling apart looks like I will have to have the other knee scoped. Now today I have discovered I have sciatica lovely. No wonder I hurt and can't sleep or walk or stand or lay or be normal. I have had to use a cane last few days to function. I don't like this interference in my life. So "clean" eating has begun today because I know dropping 80+lbs will help with all the above. As soon as I can put my cane away I am going to revisit my bowflex! I must say the guys and my job have been great understanding and helpful. I have to say as I see others we love dealing with certain death I feel guilty complaining so I try not to as it does no good. But I would ask if you read this if you could say prayers for me and some wonderful friends.:-)
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