Had a pitty party long enough

I have fussed and moaned and groaned forever and a day about my weight. Yesterday we had a graduation party for my oldest (that is another long blog to come) I saw a photo yesterday taken with my family. I was horrified when I saw my arms and legs and hips and just got sick. So this morning and after trying many restrictive and insane diets  I decided to take a new step. I joined Weight Watchers online this morning. I am at the heaviest I have ever been in my life. That is not okay. I know this will help with energy, my knees, my overall well being. I have watched my husband drop 80+lbs to date. What an inspiration. He is getting fit and trim and I am still his fat wife. We celebrated 17 years of wedded bliss yesterday, not always so blissful (you can read that in a previous blog) I want alot of years with him. But with family history of heart problems on top of my health problems I have already at 38 I am not gonna get to grow old and grouchy with him. I am hoping this works for me. Prayers needed, kicks in the butt warranted when i deserve them, and encouragement always!