Have you ever wondered what happened to people who were once in your life? Do you ever wonder if you changed and left or was it them? Well I do. I sit with Henry sometimes and wonder what happened to people in our lives.
There are women that have passed through my life that I thought would always be there with me through thick and thin. They promised I could always call on them and lean on them. I used to laugh and cry with them. Now I look around and they are gone...... Was it me???? I find myself this new year reflecting on this alot. I just really in a lot of ways am heartbroken by it.
Wonder if they realize how I feel or care? I know friends will come and go in your life I know that. I am so very thankful for the true friends I have in my life don't get me wrong. But some of those friends that have left me I miss.
Maybe I pushed them away or turned them off. Wish they would have told me so I could have made it right. Sometimes I wonder if I was being used or just a friend for the moment such as an end to a means. Who knows guess I am thinking out loud!!!
Just breaks my heart a bit.... every woman needs some good girlfriends.
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